{"id":647,"date":"2026-09-16T14:05:26","date_gmt":"2026-09-16T13:05:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/?p=647"},"modified":"2026-09-16T14:25:52","modified_gmt":"2026-09-16T13:25:52","slug":"%f0%9f%93%9d-anthropometrists-reflections-alice-bullas-from-hallam-to-hawaii-back-home","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/2026\/09\/16\/%f0%9f%93%9d-anthropometrists-reflections-alice-bullas-from-hallam-to-hawaii-back-home\/","title":{"rendered":"\ud83d\udcdd Anthropometrist\u2019s Reflections: Alice Bullas &#8211; from Hallam to Hawai&#8217;i &#8211; Back Home"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>\u00a0This summer (August 2026) I\u00a0 (Alice Bullas) am undertaking an international research secondment at the John A. Shepherd Research Laboratory within the University of Hawai\u02bbi Cancer Center. Supported by my UK Research and Innovation (UKRI) Future Leaders Fellowship. This is blog 6 of 6. For more background content please see my<a href=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/2026\/08\/10\/\ud83d\udcdd-anthropometris\u2026summer-in-hawaii\/\"> introductory blog (blog 1 of this series)<\/a>.\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<div>\n<h2>Final Reflections: What Happens When You Give Your Brain Space to Breathe?<\/h2>\n<p>This summer, through my UKRI Future Leaders Fellowship, I spent four weeks on secondment at the John A. Shepherd Research Laboratory, University of Hawai\u02bbi Cancer Center.<\/p>\n<p>Over the course of this blog series, I&#8217;ve written about why I went, what it took to get there, the practical realities of relocating a family halfway around the world, and the professional experiences and observations that emerged week by week.\u00a0Now that I&#8217;m back in the UK, with some distance from the experience, I&#8217;ve found myself reflecting on what I actually gained from it.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-658 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/sdxfcgvbhjn-300x225.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"299\" height=\"224\" srcset=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/sdxfcgvbhjn-300x225.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/sdxfcgvbhjn-1024x768.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/sdxfcgvbhjn-768x576.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/sdxfcgvbhjn-1536x1152.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/sdxfcgvbhjn.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 299px) 100vw, 299px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>The surprising thing is that many of my biggest takeaways have very little to do with specific projects, papers or methods.\u00a0Instead, they are about perspective.<\/p>\n<h2>Returning Home<\/h2>\n<p>As I write this, I&#8217;ve just returned from driving through the Peak District. Normally, I&#8217;d describe it as dramatic, beautiful and rugged. Instead, I find myself comparing it to Hawai\u02bbi.\u00a0The hills feel flatter than I remember. The grass feels less vibrant. The air feels cooler. The leaves are already turning, and there is a definite sense that autumn has arrived.<\/p>\n<p>After weeks of volcanic landscapes, tropical vegetation, warm seas and endless horizons, my frame of reference has shifted. I find myself missing the ocean &#8211; which really isn&#8217;t something I thought I would ever say &#8230; being quiet scared of deep water.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-657 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/oioiuyyi-300x169.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"169\" srcset=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/oioiuyyi-300x169.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/oioiuyyi-1024x576.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/oioiuyyi-768x432.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/oioiuyyi-1536x864.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/oioiuyyi.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I miss being able to float in warm water at the end of the day. I miss seeing wildlife on every snorkelling trip. I miss the fruit, the rice, the pineapple and the watermelon. I&#8217;m even missing Spam musubi. That probably says more about how much I enjoyed the experience than anything else.<\/p>\n<p>At the same time, it&#8217;s also reminded me how fortunate I am at home. Jet lag has meant I&#8217;ve spent several early mornings awake in the garden listening to tawny owls, watching squirrels and hearing foxes in the distance. The wildlife may be different, but there is still plenty to appreciate.\u00a0What has changed is my perspective.<\/p>\n<h2>Professional Reflections<\/h2>\n<p>The biggest professional benefit of the secondment wasn&#8217;t learning a new technique.\u00a0It was having time to think.\u00a0Space to think is probably the most valuable thing the fellowship gave me.<\/p>\n<p>Not conference thinking.<\/p>\n<p>Not meeting thinking.<\/p>\n<p>Not trying-to-answer-emails-while-thinking thinking.<\/p>\n<p>Actual uninterrupted thinking.<\/p>\n<p>For the first time in a long time, I felt as though my brain had room to breathe.<\/p>\n<p>Stepping away from the normal pressures of university life gave me the opportunity to reflect on my research, my leadership, my priorities and the direction I want to take my work.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><em><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-659\" src=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/tyuioplk-300x225.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"271\" height=\"203\" srcset=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/tyuioplk-300x225.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/tyuioplk-1024x768.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/tyuioplk-768x576.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/tyuioplk-1536x1152.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/tyuioplk.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 271px) 100vw, 271px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-650\" src=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-09-16-at-14.10.14-dinfvcdj-225x300.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"152\" height=\"203\" srcset=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-09-16-at-14.10.14-dinfvcdj-225x300.jpeg 225w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-09-16-at-14.10.14-dinfvcdj-768x1024.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-09-16-at-14.10.14-dinfvcdj-1152x1536.jpeg 1152w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-09-16-at-14.10.14-dinfvcdj.jpeg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 152px) 100vw, 152px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-656\" src=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/huuiillll-169x300.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"114\" height=\"202\" srcset=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/huuiillll-169x300.jpeg 169w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/huuiillll-576x1024.jpeg 576w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/huuiillll-768x1365.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/huuiillll-864x1536.jpeg 864w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/huuiillll.jpeg 1152w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 114px) 100vw, 114px\" \/>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Over the last year, particularly since returning from maternity leave, I think I had allowed myself to become consumed by the day-to-day challenges of academia. Like many people working in universities, I had become increasingly focused on deadlines, pressures and uncertainty.<\/p>\n<p>Without realising it, some of my enthusiasm had become buried underneath all of that.<\/p>\n<p>This secondment reminded me why I enjoy research in the first place.<\/p>\n<p>It reminded me how much I enjoy ideas.<\/p>\n<p>How much I enjoy solving problems.<\/p>\n<p>How much I enjoy talking to people who care deeply about similar questions.\u00a0And how much I still want to build things, create opportunities and contribute to my field.\u00a0Perhaps most importantly, it reminded me that the world is much bigger than my institution.<\/p>\n<p>Working alongside researchers on the other side of the world made me realise how isolated I sometimes feel academically. I&#8217;ve been fortunate to collaborate with wonderful people over the years, but being immersed in an environment where everyone is working on related topics was incredibly energising.<\/p>\n<p>It was refreshing to discover that researchers in Hawai\u02bbi face many of the same problems we face in the UK.\u00a0The contexts may be different.\u00a0The systems may be different.\u00a0The solutions may be different.\u00a0But the underlying challenges often look remarkably similar.<\/p>\n<h2>Leadership Reflections<\/h2>\n<p>One theme that emerged repeatedly throughout the secondment was leadership.\u00a0Not leadership as a title.\u00a0Leadership as a series of daily choices.<\/p>\n<p>I spent a lot of time observing how people interacted with students, researchers and colleagues. Some approaches resonated strongly with me. Others prompted me to think carefully about the sort of leader I want to become.\u00a0One conclusion I&#8217;ve returned to repeatedly is that how we make people feel matters.<\/p>\n<p>The most effective leaders I have encountered create clarity, provide support and make people feel valued.\u00a0That doesn&#8217;t mean they avoid difficult conversations.\u00a0It means they approach those conversations thoughtfully.<\/p>\n<p>The secondment reinforced how determined I am to ensure my actions align more closely with my intentions.\u00a0I&#8217;ve always wanted to create supportive, positive environments for students and colleagues.\u00a0The challenge now is making sure people experience those intentions in practice rather than simply hearing me talk about them.\u00a0I want people to see my values through my behaviour.\u00a0Not just through my ambitions.<\/p>\n<h2>Personal Reflections<\/h2>\n<p>One of the reasons I wanted this blog series to include personal reflections is because experiences like this do not happen in isolation.\u00a0Researchers don&#8217;t arrive at airports as researchers and leave their identities as parents, partners or people behind.\u00a0We bring all of those parts of ourselves with us.<\/p>\n<p><em><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-651 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/xdcfvghnjmk-nnjkln-300x169.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"169\" srcset=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/xdcfvghnjmk-nnjkln-300x169.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/xdcfvghnjmk-nnjkln-1024x576.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/xdcfvghnjmk-nnjkln-768x432.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/xdcfvghnjmk-nnjkln-1536x864.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/xdcfvghnjmk-nnjkln.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Recently, I read an excellent article in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nature.com\/articles\/d41586-026-01845-6\"><em>Nature<\/em><\/a> discussing the realities of travelling internationally with families. It resonated strongly because it captured something I had experienced throughout this trip: family travel is rewarding, but it is also considerably more complex than academic travel alone.<\/p>\n<p>Our children were outstanding.\u00a0They embraced new foods.\u00a0They adapted to disrupted sleep.\u00a0They tolerated long flights.\u00a0They climbed volcanoes, explored beaches, visited laboratories, waited patiently while I worked, and approached every experience with curiosity and enthusiasm.\u00a0Watching them experience a different culture and environment was one of the highlights of the entire trip.<\/p>\n<p>The secondment would have been valuable if I had travelled alone.\u00a0The fact that my family could experience it alongside me made it far more meaningful.\u00a0It also made me think differently about future opportunities.<\/p>\n<p><em><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-649 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-09-16-at-14.10.06-300x225.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"244\" height=\"183\" srcset=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-09-16-at-14.10.06-300x225.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-09-16-at-14.10.06-1024x768.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-09-16-at-14.10.06-768x576.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-09-16-at-14.10.06-1536x1152.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-09-16-at-14.10.06.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 244px) 100vw, 244px\" \/><\/em><\/p>\n<p>As my children get older, I want to find more ways of bringing them into these experiences where possible. Not because they need to become academics, but because I want them to see the world, meet different people and realise how much opportunity exists beyond the places they know today.<\/p>\n<h2>People Reading the Blogs<\/h2>\n<p>One thing that genuinely surprised me was how many people read these blogs.\u00a0When I started writing them, I assumed the audience would largely consist of close friends, family and perhaps a handful of colleagues.<\/p>\n<p>Instead, people began mentioning them in meetings.\u00a0Potential collaborators referenced them.\u00a0Colleagues discussed them.\u00a0People reached out because they had followed the journey.\u00a0That was completely unexpected.<\/p>\n<p>The blogs achieved exactly what I had hoped they might: they created a record of the experience while also opening conversations that would probably never have happened otherwise.\u00a0For that reason alone, I suspect I will continue using reflective writing as part of future projects.<\/p>\n<h2>So Was It Worth It?<\/h2>\n<p>Absolutely.<\/p>\n<p>Professionally, it gave me new skills, new ideas, new connections and new perspectives.\u00a0Personally, it gave me experiences and memories that my family and I will carry for a long time.<\/p>\n<p>It reminded me why I love research.\u00a0It reminded me why international collaboration matters.\u00a0It showed me that stepping away from your normal environment can sometimes be the most productive thing you do.<\/p>\n<p>Most importantly, it reminded me that opportunities like this should not simply be appreciated after they happen.\u00a0They should be pursued.\u00a0Throughout the trip, people kept asking whether I would do something similar again.\u00a0The answer is simple.\u00a0Yes.\u00a0Without hesitation.<\/p>\n<p><em><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-652 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/xdcfvghnjmk-300x225.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"293\" height=\"220\" srcset=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/xdcfvghnjmk-300x225.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/xdcfvghnjmk-1024x768.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/xdcfvghnjmk-768x576.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/xdcfvghnjmk-1536x1152.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/16\/2026\/09\/xdcfvghnjmk.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 293px) 100vw, 293px\" \/><\/em><\/p>\n<p>In fact, rather than mourning that the experience is over, my focus now is figuring out how to create another opportunity like it.\u00a0Because that may be the biggest lesson of all.\u00a0Sometimes the best response to an extraordinary experience is not to look backwards and wish it hadn&#8217;t ended.\u00a0It&#8217;s to look forwards and start planning the next adventure.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><em>Mahalo Hawai\u02bbi. Thank you to everyone who welcomed me, supported me and shared their expertise throughout the secondment. The experience has left a lasting impact on both me and my family, and I hope this is the beginning of many future collaborations rather than the end of a single visit.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0This summer (August 2026) I\u00a0 (Alice Bullas) am undertaking an international research secondment at the John A. Shepherd Research Laboratory within the University of Hawai\u02bbi Cancer Center. Supported by my UK Research and Innovation (UKRI) Future Leaders Fellowship. This is blog 6 of 6. For more background content please see my introductory blog (blog 1 &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/2026\/09\/16\/%f0%9f%93%9d-anthropometrists-reflections-alice-bullas-from-hallam-to-hawaii-back-home\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;\ud83d\udcdd Anthropometrist\u2019s Reflections: Alice Bullas &#8211; from Hallam to Hawai&#8217;i &#8211; Back Home&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":48,"featured_media":658,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wds_primary_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[12,15,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-647","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog","category-from-hallam-to-hawaii","category-news"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/647","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=647"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/647\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":661,"href":"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/647\/revisions\/661"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/658"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=647"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=647"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/research.shu.ac.uk\/shusize\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=647"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}